March 31, 2025

I want to try to dissect what has gone wrong everytime I start to improve myself. Last week I started to make a positive change in my life after a couple weeks of feeling like I couldn't make things better. Yesterday I found a video game and played for 8 hours straight until 4 AM today. I had no excuse to play as long as I did and until as late in the morning as I did. I want to understand what led up to this regression. I don't believe it was just an accident that I played for as long as I did. I normally don't play video games that long. Something, or a series of events that I don't fully understand, must have caused this.